i received a message today asking if i was still alive. it's ironic that in actual fact the guy who sent it probably wouldn't give a shit if i dropped dead tomorrow. i guess to some in my 'real' life it might seem like i've fallen off the face of the earth of late by: deactivating my facebook account, missing calls on purpose, replying to one out of every three messages.
i've isolated myself intentionally. i'm not quite sure why i've felt the need to do this, but for the moment it feels right.
its ok to feel like that sometimes, you probably just need a break. or new friends!
ReplyDeletei do this on occasions. it feels like a clean slate...like you are refreshing yourself from the same loop that you get trapped in.
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