- binge drinking/ drinking alone/ drinking my feelings- my relationship with alcohol in general.
- being preoccupied with losing weight/ being thin a good 85% of the time.
- getting myself into compromising situations where i'm forced to choose between my morals and my desires.
- going on ridiculous spending sprees when i'm feeling down which lead to temporary satisfaction but long-term guilt/ financial ruin.
- feeling terrified at the thought of rejection/ abandonment, thus going to great lengths to avoid it. i swear i have some unresolved attachment issues going on.
yeah.
all five points, i identify. have basically come to terms with these things so instead of changing, im attempting to improve other areas of the life so i can be a functioning mess. i do not recommend this course of action to anyone.
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