anxiety..

is getting the better of me.

i had to perform an oral presentation in class today and it near well killed me. anything that requires me to address a group basically does. venturing out in public has been an issue lately too as i can't seem to rid myself of this paranoia that everyone is staring at me..judging my appearance..thinking i'm stupid.

i really hope these internal meltdowns aren't too noticable on the outside.