today is a shit day.
my muscles ache,
a dull constant pain.
my stomach feels nauseous,
forcing vomit into my throat.
my breathing is rapid,
gasping for air.
my mind is a mess,
a tangled web of panic and fear
my thoughts are racing,
they scare me.
my mood is dark,
consumed by desolation.
there is no where to hide from this monster within for it is my own creation.
today it is stronger than i am.
today it is taunting me.
today i'd really like to know..
when. the. fuck. will. this. end?
I know that feeling. I hope tommorow is brighter, if not tommorow the next day but the sunshine will come back.
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